it is what it is.

so yeah, the blood tests came back. my hCG level that was supposed to be at 50,000, was only at 22 last night.. and dropped to 14 today. i am having a miscarriage. i feel so angry, so upset, so helpless, so.. depressed. i never imagined this would happen to me, getting pregnant at an early age, and then losing it? all i keep saying to myself is 'everything happens for a reason' and 'God has a plan'. i just wish i knew why his plan had to hurt so bad..  i know that i have another guardian angel up there, watching over mommy & daddy. they say time heals everything, i guess i'll just have to see. <3 
you're in God's hands now booboo.

mommy and daddy love you little angel, <3